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I know how a lot of people say they go to school and work full-time. How do they do that? I'm doing it now, but only for 2 more weeks. Fuck this, i'm going insane. Third shift is bullshit too. Absolute and total bullshit. Actually, my entire job is bullshit. ACTUALLY 98.7% of the medical field is bullshit. I wanna be in that 1.3%. I wanna laser shit and give people botox. I want to help people better themselves, not fix them. What do i look like, Bob the fucking Builder? Why? Because that's population control baby, you live and you die. You say this economy sucks? Well hell yeah, too many people, too little jobs. It's for the greater good, as bad as that sounds. But whatever. My computer is in the shop again because it's a piece of shit. Hopefully it'll be out by the time i start my relief position, because it's not like i have time to play WoW right now. I've been sick for two fucking weeks, and havn't been out to do anything fun except on halloween but i don't know if that really constitutes as fun because i got blackout drunk and forgot it all anyway. oh, and i threw up and ralphing is never ever ever fun. i miss my life. i miss the coffee shop. i miss my friends. i miss down time. i miss being bored. i miss not being sick. i miss my boyfriend. i miss actually enjoying my college classes. i miss drinking on week nights. i miss being spontaneous. i miss everything that i don't have right now.
currently, life is gay.
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[01 Nov 2009|10:44pm] |
man I was gonna do my homework but sorry I was really busy having an awesome weekend that I will tell you about on the floor surrounded by love or really comfortable adulthood like everybody is casual responsible independent jerome and alyssa are watching mulan in a potluck dinner party hangover jerome is texting his friend from burlington hoping she will give him a ride home tonight so he doesn't have to sleep in alyssa's bed again - (alyssa used to have a twin size bed then she got a full sized bed then she never got rid of the other one now her room is a bed) - like eight other people this weekend (but not alyssa).
Friday was BASH bash bash Alyssa made her costume in forty five minutes arriving at the house with bags of fabric and exploding in a flurry of sequins and fur emerging as a snow white unicorn While I was busy making my costume three years ago (MILK which I wore to Latin Club Halloween junior year and won $20) so I made rocio a zorro sword out of cardboard and duct tape because she was all busy event planning and staying up all night I dunno whatever architecture design students do we pregamed at katie-the-cow's, do you know what pregaming is? it means that you get drunk before you go to the party so that you don't have to carry alcohol or a jacket and it took forever and like a million bathroom breaks to get giant eyeballs and vulcans and reindeer and black widows all to BASH bash bash oh and I danced baby and it's hard to dance in a milk carton the tricks are you can close your eyes and RUN into the crowd (everyone will get out of your way) or fold up really tiny inside your milk carton and plop down (people will take pictures and say oh how funny and strange) but pretty much you have to do all the dancing with your legs the lights and costumes! it was like sequins and carnivale and history diced up real fine and held up to the light like a kaliedoscope yeah that's what I thought then but frankly I was drunk and dancing, doubly intoxicated working the ticket table was the way I got in for free (and the way a lot of other people got in for free...) and as soon as I was done I was freeeee to go to bed
but I woke up to a cop and an inmate in my kitchen talking loud and eating pretzel chips And I was like uhhh are you here with someone? and they pointed incoherently down to darkened hallways but thank god they left and locked the door behind them it was five am and oh shit I was awake guess I have to sit down for tea and writers block no nevermind I will go back to bed
saturday morning I seeded lettuce trays for three hours captain volunteer breaking my back (don't let me fool you, it's easy, yet back breaking) while other volunteers got to do fun things like pick tomatoes! I biked home with two dozen eggs on my back twnety points for not breaking a one and
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